Health is the bane of my existence.

I feel like I’m trying but I’m stuck in my old ways of half assing things.  I think my problem in attached to the wording “trying”. “Trying” something healthy is much more like eating a healthy meal once to see if your stomach can handle tofu. “Trying” is temporary.

I know that I need a real commitment. Some kind of concrete change in the way I think about health. 

The one thing I do know is that I have to find a way to change how I think about myself and my health. Now if only I knew how to change that...